so i haven’t update this in a while because i been busy doing other stuff before i start summer school next week ><. ewww i know right summer school?! >< but its all good its only three weeks. hopefully it goes by quick then after that PARTAYYYYY! before senior year starts(: anyways so things been getting better. not stressing out as much as i was before. been hanging out with some friends. it was soo fun(: and saw some old friends too. anyways, so i been chilling and having fun before summers over and then comes senior year >< can’t mess up this year or else i wont make it out alive >< but then i got hella support and motivator especially my bestie. she’s gotta kick my ass if i dont do good this year. so i gottta. moving along, so my banana is still in vietnam but she seem like she’s doing good. havent talk to her in a while but its okay i know she’s holding up and take care of herself. as for me im just trying to have my fun and mess around like a teenager should do before their eighteen(x hehehe. so i met this guy. he lives in the bay. he’s soo chill and lay back. i love it. we been talking for a while now too. late night staying up texting him when he’s at work. barely has anything to say to each other but then again we always come up with something on the stop it might take a us awhile but we still talk(: i lovee how he’s so down to earth and shit. i feel so comfortable talking to him. its chill. he’s cute yeahh but nayy, i don’t think i’ll see him in that way maybe later but not now. he’s too far and distance kills me. but he’s just a friend and thats all i need(: not really wanting to look for a relationship now. since the last one didn’t last and work out. but still its all good. life getting better. things getting smoother. bumpy here and there but its not as bad as it was before. i am able to smile again(: and im so happy. well anyways thats about it i guess. beside i gotta say happy 25th month to me and my bestie. been through so much together yet she still stand by me through everything and catch me when i fall. yet she still set my mind straight when its going wrong. i love her to death. i dont know what i’ll do with out her(: she’s the best of the best(: well anyways im done. outtt.